MEMYSELFANDYOU

Dreamer.

Writer.

Reader.

FrustratedPainter.

Lover(InManyWays).

AIP(AwkwardInPerson).

Happily-Ever-AfterJunkie.

I’mPrettyAwesome.

fvck three more weeks before thesis defense. *raaaaant*

bigti laslas o lason? hahaha.

eh yung mas affected pa tatay ko sa break up ni Chichay at Joaquin! hindi na ko magtataka kung bukas makalawa kathniel fan na rin siya! -.-

ermeeegedddddd <3

“Wait, these are actually hella cute questions.”

—   1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
4. Are you easy to get along with?
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
15. What good thing happened this summer?
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
19. Do you like bubble baths?
20. Do you like your neighbors?
21. What are you bad habits?
22. Where would you like to travel?
23. Do you have trust issues?
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
26. What do you do when you wake up?
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
30. Do you ever want to get married?
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
33. Spell your name with your chin.
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
40. What do you want to do after high school?
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
43. Do you smile at strangers?
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
46. What are you paranoid about?
47. Have you ever been high?
48. Have you ever been drunk?
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
53. Favourite makeup brand?
54. Favourite store?
55. Favourite blog?
56. Favourite colour?
57. Favourite food?
58. Last thing you ate?
59. First thing you ate this morning?
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
62. Been arrested? For what?
63. Ever been in love?
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
65. Are you hungry right now?
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
67. Facebook or Twitter?
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
69. Are you watching tv right now?
70. Names of your bestfriends?
71. Craving something? What?
72. What colour are your towels?
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
75. Favourite animal?
76. What colour is your underwear?
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
80. What colour pants?
81. Favourite tv show?
82. Favourite movie?
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
87. First person you talked to today?
88. Last person you talked to today?
89. Name a person you hate?
90. Name a person you love?
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
92. In a fight with someone?
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
95. Last movie you watched?
96. Favourite actress?
97. Favourite actor?
98. Do you tan a lot?
99. Have any pets?
100. How are you feeling?
101. Do you type fast?
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
103. Can you spell well?
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
108. What should you be doing?
109. Is something irritating you right now?
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
111. Do you have trust issues?
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
113. What was your childhood nickname?
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
115. Do you play the Wii?
116. Are you listening to music right now?
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
118. Do you like Chinese food?
119. Favourite book?
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
121. Are you mean?
122. Is cheating ever okay?
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
125. Do you believe in true love?
126. Are you currently bored?
127. What makes you happy?
128. Would you change your name?
129. What your zodiac sign?
130. Do you like subway?
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
134. Can you count to one million?
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
137. How tall are you?
138. Curly or Straight hair?
139. Brunette or Blonde?
140. Summer or Winter?
141. Night or Day?
142. Favourite month?
143. Are you a vegetarian?
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
145. Tea or Coffee?
146. Was today a good day?
147. Mars or Snickers?
148. What’s your favourite quote?
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?  (via tchitsnathan)

(Source: catscuddlingandyou, via ji-ai-co)

D.I.G.I.T.A.L.O.V.E.

Okay, so i don’t know why I am writing this blog instead of making my paper works. But I can’t help sharing everything what’s been happening to me these past few months. I can’t share it with my friends, because I know they’ll laugh at me. I want to share it to my mom but I don’t know how she’ll react so until now I’m still keeping this thing for myself.

So I met a guy online, it was on a site my cousin “advertised”. lol. I wasn’t really taking that thing seriously because I know meeting someone online is the lamest and the most bullsh*t love story ever. I mean, I always dream meeting that special person in the most special way. Not just online. I don’t believe in online dating, chat and eye balls. The hell its so cheap for me. LOL :) 

Then I met him. When I first saw his picture I knew instantly, I will like him. He’s my type. The funny thing was, I was the one who first messaged him which I don’t normally do. 

Normal convo.

Try to get to know each other.

I thought it will eventually pass. I’m just bored. I told myself, when I get back to school this chatting will be over.

Then we go on Yahoo.

The normal conversations were getting much more frequent that I started waiting for his messages everyday. We have a 17 hours time difference so most of the time he have to adjust like, he have to sleep at 4 am just for us to talk.

We talk and talk and talk and talk. Exchanging pictures and voice messages. We’ve been planning to call each other so we could finally talk for real. I am so comfortable with him, I didn’t hesitate to tell my deepest darkest secrets that I don’t even share to my friends! haha. Knowing there were a lot of things we have in common, we like the same things, love the same people, I knew where it was going.

I know he’s not a catfish. He’s not a poser. I am the person who could smell if someone’s bullsh*tting me even that person is thousand miles away. And if you are the person, you’ll know it and you’ll feel it right?

I’ve seen his facebook but I can’t freaking add him because I’m scared. He’s four years older than me and I knew HE IS REAL. I’ve seen pictures of his family, his son and daughter. Yes he has kids but he’s never married and he was separated on his kids’ mom for almost two years.

I know deep in my heart that it was all in our mind, I really doubt the relationship we have created. We created a world wherein we are the only two people. He told me, only time will tell if the world we created could be real. We both don’t know if we could fit in each other’s world. 

I want to know everything about him, I want to get into his world. I don’t know if I can. I am so f*cking scared because I know I’m becoming attach to him. I keep on thinking, what if I become his girlfriend and his family won’t like me, his friends won’t like me? Damn he has kids! I don’t know either if my family will understand this thing I am caught up into. I’m an only child and my parents are real conservative pips. lol

I have to admit, Filipina girls find “foreigner” boyfriends because of money. I am not saying “ALL” of them. But that’s the primary thing. Its a classic move. I am not into him because of his money. This thing he said to me yesterday… He said he wants to buy me an iPhone 5s. I was like, whaaaat? There’s no freaking way!! I don’t want him to think of me like a materialistic bitch. I won’t accept anything from him that is soooo expensive. And I know I am not that kind of girl.

I like him not just because he is hot and has freaking money. I like him because he makes me feel beautiful. I like him because he’s not like the other guy who keeps on pushing on what he wants and not thinking of what I feel. I like him because he’s romantic and sweet. I want him to see the real me and still like me.

He’s been planning to go here in Philippines soon and I freaking swear I reaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy want to see him. I want to take a chance but I am so scared. I know if I won’t take a chance I won’t know if this is the real thing or its just a bullcrap. But I know deep down in my heart and soul that this is not just a simple bullcrap.

:(

Long Distance Relationships: Also Known As, "Wait, you haven't met in person yet?"

thedailysoph:

I’ve been in a long distance relationship for over two and a half years and I still get the same reactions from people, despite my boyfriend and I having spent months together in person over the course of our 7 visits to each other so far: “Have you met him yet? You can’t know someone till you…

OH MY F*CKING GOSH. OKAY THIS MADE ME TEARY-EYED.

teensquotess:

http://teenlifequotes.com/

I am so confused. o.O 

TAMA BA TONG PINAPASOK KO? 

prinsesangbiktimangpagibig:

Ako kasi yung blogger na..
Madalas walang kausap.
Blogger na taga like at reblog lang sa post ng iba.
Hindi magaling gumawa ng long post.
Sa twitter ko lang kinukuha mga one liner ko.
Makagawa man ako ng “magandang” post wala ding magbabasa ng ginawa ko.
Madalas ma ignore dash at ma op sa mga usapan.
Madalas naa-answer privately.
Sumali sa kada, pero walang naging kaibigan.
Pero kahit ganun, okay lang sa akin. Ang Tumblr, hindi naman tungkol sa kung gaano kadaming atensyon yung nakukuha mo, hindi din ito isang kumpetisyon kung saan dapat talaga madaming notes yung malikom mo bawat notes. Hindi din ito Twitter na paramihan ng followers. Isa itong lugar kung saan pwede nating pahlabasan ng mga hinanaing, sama ng loob, kumbaga isa isong site kung saan pwede nating i-express yung mga di natin masabi. Maging masaya ka nalang kasi kahit papaano na papadpad ka dito. Pinapasaya at pinapagaan ng Tumblr ang buhay mo. Yun naman ang maalaga eh. Hindi yung mga madadaming notes at followers.

prinsesangbiktimangpagibig:

Ako kasi yung blogger na..

  • Madalas walang kausap.
  • Blogger na taga like at reblog lang sa post ng iba.
  • Hindi magaling gumawa ng long post.
  • Sa twitter ko lang kinukuha mga one liner ko.
  • Makagawa man ako ng “magandang” post wala ding magbabasa ng ginawa ko.
  • Madalas ma ignore dash at ma op sa mga usapan.
  • Madalas naa-answer privately.
  • Sumali sa kada, pero walang naging kaibigan.

Pero kahit ganun, okay lang sa akin. Ang Tumblr, hindi naman tungkol sa kung gaano kadaming atensyon yung nakukuha mo, hindi din ito isang kumpetisyon kung saan dapat talaga madaming notes yung malikom mo bawat notes. Hindi din ito Twitter na paramihan ng followers. Isa itong lugar kung saan pwede nating pahlabasan ng mga hinanaing, sama ng loob, kumbaga isa isong site kung saan pwede nating i-express yung mga di natin masabi. Maging masaya ka nalang kasi kahit papaano na papadpad ka dito. Pinapasaya at pinapagaan ng Tumblr ang buhay mo. Yun naman ang maalaga eh. Hindi yung mga madadaming notes at followers.

(Source: dakilanggerlpren, via hindichinita)

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